December 01, 05
mood: sad
Today, I totally bombed my monologue in acting class. I had the line all memorized and I got up there and did it. Then my teacher told me all these things about the play that I didn't know. Then he told me how he wanted me to play the monologue. That's like asking someone to perfom an entirely different scene right there on the spot. You rehearse and memorize it one way, with certain emotions, and someone tells you to do it differently and it's a different scene. I tried several times and finally I just started crying. I must have looked like the biggest moron up there, on stage...crying. I don't give an eff about my monologue but I hate crying in front of people. And being on stage, that makes it worse.
Andrea spoke at 04:32 PM